Rest In Peace , Uncle Simon

First time we met is in Kindly Laundry Shop
Located at Uptown Damansara Utama
Pauline introduce you to me
We were having fun since after then
More friends and friends coming over to your shop
More entertainment and joys to you
We did have a great time with you
You just like our own family to us
We miss your laughter and smile so much
Just can't stop forget about it
No matter what happen to us
You'll right beside us

You treat us like your own kids
The bonding between us is very strong
Tears keep flowing out from our eyes
No matter what
You are the best of all
We miss you so much than anyone does
You bring joys and laughter to our life
Whenever we were in trouble
You will find ways to help us
You are the only one and only the one we love
Rest In Peace Uncle Simon
You are always the first one in our heart
We love you Uncle Simon
We miss you Uncle Simon
May you continue a better life in next generation

Hold Me Tight

Hold me tight like when we last met

Don't ever let me fall or go

I'm in your grasp, I'm in ur life

I love you so damn much, don't you know?

Help me to find the comfort

Hidden within your arms

Let me feel vulnerable

But don't let me go.

Rejoice for the terror has gone

The resentment and anger has passed

But still don't let me go

Hold me tight within your arms

So I can finally feel safe.

Kiss me, hold me

Never let me go

Please just hold me tight

I can't leave, I need you.

Laugh with me

Fall with me

Walk with me

Rejoice with me.

Smile with me

Hang out with me

Hold my hand

And love me...

Be my

One true

Love.

Friendship =)

Friendship is something to hold on to
But for me that's not the case
Cause I don't feel I need to keep
Something that can't be erased

I am sure of what I have
Cause with you I have no doubt
For what we've built, can't ever fail
It's what I care about

I find it hard to describe
This thing that we share
Especially when there's nothing else
That ever could compare

Others always know
That together we will be
For there can never be another
"Tani and Kerrie"

Those two words, known all over
Might as well be one
Cause without a Kerrie, there is no Tani
I'm sorry, it just can't be done

For you're the "U", and I'm the "S"
And forever that will be
Cause together we make "US", and so
YOU COMPLETE ME!

Hurt?

You were mine
We were fine
Until the day
Just blew by
It went by so fast
Like a sprinkle splash
On the ground a puddle forms
From my tears of hurt.


What went wrong?
All I can do is ask myself questions
Until the day comes of exception
Of letting you go in the right direction.
I hurt so bad.


Why am I so mad?
I can’t just let you go
But everyone tells me so
For you I can’t have any longer
Because you said that we could only be best friends forever
I just wish this hurt would go away

Just like you went one day.

Day By Day

Don't look back and leave
Don't find Me again and live on
Because i have no regrets loving you
Take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by Day
I become dull

If we pass By each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go
The way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly


Always be happy with her
So i won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please feel well as if i should feel jealous
You should always be like that
Bright sky like that white cloud
Yes you should always smile like
Nothing happened


I hope your heart feels relieved
Those tears will dry completely
As the time passes by
It would've hurt less if meet at all
Hope you will bury our promise
Of being together forever baby
I pray for you.

Holidays!

Woohoo. I'll be going to Alor Star, Kedah today! Haha. So excited. Hope I can get fun at there and can let me relax myself without thinking anything include YOU. Perhaps I really let go already because I can stop thinking about you already. What I know is I can't change the past but I just can change is my future and I know what I want for my future. Actually no one knows how is going to be our future is. Who we marry to? What career will us holding? Still got a long long journey for me to go. What I promise to myself and my friends that I must move forward but not backward. Once i move backward, my future will be gone and I'm not going to grow. Although you had tell me the truth and I was totally piss off but is none of my business anymore. What I know is our relationship is over and there's no more second chance for both ouf us. You hurt me too much more than anyone do. But what I do is just forgive and forget. Maybe is a good thing that I forgive and forget. Because of this I learn to let go and move forward. All I want to thanks to is my ex-bf. Although u didn't teach me to move forward but because of you, I move forward. No one can predict our future. Maybe in future, you are my hubby. Who knows right? Haha. Anyway, I'm going to enjoy my holiday no matter what! Out of trouble and out of the countyr that full or pollution. LOL! Wish me luck guys! All teh best to myself and MOVE FORWARD MABLE LEOW YIN MEI! The future is waiting for us!

Letting Go

This time seriously I can confirm to myself that I'm slowly letting go of him.
Maybe all my friends were right.
What I need is time but maybe just need a long long time to slowly let go.
I use to it without him in my life already.
Is he still important to me?
The answer is no.
Can become friend or not, it doesn't important to me anymore because almost a year that we didn't see each other i think.
So, it's ok that we can't be friend or hang out together because both of use use to it.
I'd grown up and moving on to my future.
What you guys said are right.
I deserve to get a better one but before getting a better one must let go him first.
In future perhaps that we'll met somewhere in town or street but i pretty sure that we'll act as don't know each other. Maybe you're right.
We just a memory for each other and don't wish to go back to the memory again.
What I know is I don't wish to hurt anybody anymore because the pain in our heart will last for forever.
One word to describe the feeling towards him now is MISS but not LOVE anymore.
I am stupid for last time but not for now but is true that love is blind.
When you getting mature, actually love is just a feeling to us but is not necessary important in our life.
Lastly, just appreciate your love one before you lost them or else you'll regret.

Our Favourite Song , Girlfriends!

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

THE END