Woohoo. I'll be going to Alor Star, Kedah today! Haha. So excited. Hope I can get fun at there and can let me relax myself without thinking anything include YOU. Perhaps I really let go already because I can stop thinking about you already. What I know is I can't change the past but I just can change is my future and I know what I want for my future. Actually no one knows how is going to be our future is. Who we marry to? What career will us holding? Still got a long long journey for me to go. What I promise to myself and my friends that I must move forward but not backward. Once i move backward, my future will be gone and I'm not going to grow. Although you had tell me the truth and I was totally piss off but is none of my business anymore. What I know is our relationship is over and there's no more second chance for both ouf us. You hurt me too much more than anyone do. But what I do is just forgive and forget. Maybe is a good thing that I forgive and forget. Because of this I learn to let go and move forward. All I want to thanks to is my ex-bf. Although u didn't teach me to move forward but because of you, I move forward. No one can predict our future. Maybe in future, you are my hubby. Who knows right? Haha. Anyway, I'm going to enjoy my holiday no matter what! Out of trouble and out of the countyr that full or pollution. LOL! Wish me luck guys! All teh best to myself and MOVE FORWARD MABLE LEOW YIN MEI! The future is waiting for us!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
Letting Go
This time seriously I can confirm to myself that I'm slowly letting go of him.
Maybe all my friends were right.
What I need is time but maybe just need a long long time to slowly let go.
I use to it without him in my life already.
Is he still important to me?
The answer is no.
Can become friend or not, it doesn't important to me anymore because almost a year that we didn't see each other i think.
So, it's ok that we can't be friend or hang out together because both of use use to it.
I'd grown up and moving on to my future.
What you guys said are right.
I deserve to get a better one but before getting a better one must let go him first.
In future perhaps that we'll met somewhere in town or street but i pretty sure that we'll act as don't know each other. Maybe you're right.
We just a memory for each other and don't wish to go back to the memory again.
What I know is I don't wish to hurt anybody anymore because the pain in our heart will last for forever.
One word to describe the feeling towards him now is MISS but not LOVE anymore.
I am stupid for last time but not for now but is true that love is blind.
When you getting mature, actually love is just a feeling to us but is not necessary important in our life.
Lastly, just appreciate your love one before you lost them or else you'll regret.
Maybe all my friends were right.
What I need is time but maybe just need a long long time to slowly let go.
I use to it without him in my life already.
Is he still important to me?
The answer is no.
Can become friend or not, it doesn't important to me anymore because almost a year that we didn't see each other i think.
So, it's ok that we can't be friend or hang out together because both of use use to it.
I'd grown up and moving on to my future.
What you guys said are right.
I deserve to get a better one but before getting a better one must let go him first.
In future perhaps that we'll met somewhere in town or street but i pretty sure that we'll act as don't know each other. Maybe you're right.
We just a memory for each other and don't wish to go back to the memory again.
What I know is I don't wish to hurt anybody anymore because the pain in our heart will last for forever.
One word to describe the feeling towards him now is MISS but not LOVE anymore.
I am stupid for last time but not for now but is true that love is blind.
When you getting mature, actually love is just a feeling to us but is not necessary important in our life.
Lastly, just appreciate your love one before you lost them or else you'll regret.
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